The littlest goldfinch sat on a prong, In a world so much larger than she. She was not big or strong, but with heart full of song, She knew that her song should be free…The Littlest Goldfinch — Poetic Perspectives
I am so thankful that my sweet daughter in Jesus, Temi, has done this series with me. It has given me a chance to know her and how wonderful she is. Her story is truly inspiring going from being an orphan raised by her grandfather in Nigeria to now being a young mother, a college graduate, and now working on her Phd. She has done all of that through Jesus helping her each step along the way. Her blog is christianmommas.com.
In Part 1 Temi shared about experiencing racism. In Part 2 she shared about her struggles as an international student. In Part 3 she shared about what inspired her to write her book A Christian Mother’s Creed. In Part 4 she shared about Intergenerational Transfer of Trauma as it relates to racism.
Today she shares about her educational and professional goals. I asked her to do this because it shows how remarkable she is and shows how Jesus can take an orphan girl and lead her to overcome so much adversity with his help.
Please share about your education. What do you envision doing in the future?
My grandfather was very passionate about education. I believe he passed this on to me. While my late biological parents never attended college, I will earn a doctoral degree in a few years.
After being stuck in the community college as an international student for almost five years due to lack of funds, God changed my story. I went on to complete two masters degrees within 18 months and I am currently pursuing a PhD in Infant and Early Childhood Mental Health and Developmental Disorders without worrying about finances. Due to my military service, all is being paid for by the U.S. government. My academic journey reminds me of Isaiah 61:7 ~ For your shame ye shall have double; and for confusion they shall rejoice in their portion: therefore in their land they shall possess the double: everlasting joy shall be unto them.
Pursuing a PhD in Infant and Early Childhood Mental Health and Developmental Disorders has helped me become a better mother. While parenting was natural for my spouse, God directed me to a PhD program that would help me in my parenting journey. Even more beautiful is the fact that my doctoral studies equips me with the knowledge and skills needed to support families as a Perinatal, Infant, and Early Childhood Mental Health Consultant. You can connect with me on https://littleonespiecmh.com/
Having founded Christian Mommas and Little Ones PIECMH Consulting, I envision the global impact of these ministries as I continue to seek God’s divine direction. Yes, my business or company is also a ministry. My goal is to share or reveal God’s love while providing physical, emotional and spiritual support to families from conception to the early years of parenthood. I see children having a better future and parent-child relationships being strengthened through these ministries.
Thank you papa Matt for the wonderful opportunity to share my story and passion on your blog. I am grateful. Thank you all for following this blog series. I hope that you have been inspired to trust God with your life and dream big.
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I am so thankful that Temi has done this interview series with me. I admire her for how much she has overcome and accomplished.
This is part 4 of my interview with Temi of christianmommas.com. In Part 1 she shared about experiencing discrimination. In Part 2 she shared about hardships as an international student. In Part 3 she shared about what inspired her to write her wonderful book A Christian Mother’s Creed. Today she shares about intergenerational effect of slavery and racism.
Please explain generational effect of slavery and racism. Do you have concerns for your children?
There is a video below summarizing the content of this post. You may watch the video or simply read this post.
Do I have concerns for my children?
I do not have concerns about my children experiencing racism because I have handed this concern over to God and I make a conscious effort to meditate on the things that can go well with my children, not what can go wrong for them. Meditating on what can go wrong triggers fear.
I do not expect my children to feel the effects of slavery because my ancestors did not experience slavery. In fact, my grandfather was a prince. Humanly speaking, I am from a royal family. More importantly the Bible reminds me of my royalty as a child of God. This is what I am transmitting to my children. If Christian parents understand their royal identity, I believe they will also be empowered to help their children think and act like royalties.
Get Over It!
I will confess that I used to wonder why African-Americans cannot get over racism and slavery. I used to say things have changed and slavery is a thing of the past. I used to wonder why African-Americans could not stop worrying and expressing concerns about racism. I immigrated to the United States believing it is the land of opportunities especially for those who are citizens. It was irritating to find some citizens complaining. My American dream was to become an American citizen, I achieved it and started enjoying the benefits. So I expected African Americans to get over it, quit talking about slavery and racism as barriers.
Slavery and Racism are Traumatic Experiences
As a perinatal, infant, and early childhood mental health consultant, I constantly educate myself on things that can interfere with the development of a healthy parent-child relationship. Also, in the course of my doctoral studies, I became more aware of the intergenerational transfer of trauma. One day, it dawned on me that I never thought of slavery and racism as traumatic experiences. Trauma is the reason African-Americans cannot easily “just got over it!”
Just like child abuse, divorce, war, and other traumatic events can affect generations, slavery and racism can affect those who did not directly experience slavery.
According to the American Psychological Association, trauma is any experience that causes significant fear, helplessness, and confusion. They can have long lasting negative effects on attitude, behavior and functioning. (paraphrased)
Slavery is a helpless situation. The ancestors of many African-Americans were forced into slavery. They were helpless and hopeless. Being sold into slavery must have been confusing. Racism also causes confusion. How do you make sense of being treated less than human because of your race or skin color?
The sad thing is that these traumatic experiences can be transferred. Some studies show trauma transmission can go down three generations. While slavery and segregation ended years ago, the effects of these traumatic experiences are still being felt because parents pass trauma to their children. Racism has not ended, so the trauma is still being transmitted.
It was difficult to find several articles on the intergenerational transfer of trauma within the context of slavery and racism. However, I found several articles on the intergenerational transfer of trauma among holocaust survivors and it helped me better understand the intergenerational transfer of trauma.
If Holocaust survivors transmitted their traumatic experiences to their children and grandchildren. African-American slaves also subconsciously transmitted their traumatic experiences down their lineage.
Epigenetics and Psychological Transfer of Trauma
Studies show that trauma can be transmitted genetically. This reminds me of the saying that “it is in the blood”. While scientists are yet to completely figure out how this process occurs, they acknowledge that it exists. Even the Bible acknowledges this fact. The fall of humanity through the fall of Adam and the redemption of humanity through the blood of Jesus are perfect examples.
What about psychological transfer of trauma. As stated earlier traumatic experiences change human behavior, attitude and functioning. The way parents think about life reflects in their words and actions. Children naturally learn from parents as their first teachers. The trauma of racism and slavery can make one fearful and distrustful of those in authority.They can manifest in form of hate, resentment, feeling disadvantaged, feeling misunderstood, slavery mentality, heightened sense of racism and more.
The effects are endless and their manifestation often depend on how those who directly experienced these traumatic events dealt with their experience. Traumatic experiences impact how parents raise their children and many times, they teach their children to deal with life the same way they dealt with trauma.
So, I have presented some problems. I have provided evidences that racism and slavery have intergenerational effects parents need to be aware of.
As a perinatal, infant, and early childhood consultant, I am actively involved in breaking the cycle of intergenerational transfer of trauma. Whether it be slavery, racism, child abuse, divorce, etc. Through postpartum support, emotional and spiritual preparation for parenthood, my company helps parents reflect on things that can interfere with the parent-child relationship. We help them become aware of subconscious and inherited child rearing practices that can affect the healthy development of their children.
Please visit littleonespiecmh.com to learn how we can support your parenting journey and put an end to the intergenerational transfer of trauma.
Our children deserve the best of us. They deserve to live a trauma-free life. African-American parents deserve the opportunity to raise their children without fear of racism.
Thank you for your time.
John 8:36 (KJV)
If the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed.
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Each time I have the opportunity to interact with Temi it is a blessing for me. I am so proud of all she has accomplished in her life through Jesus’ strength and help. One of her accomplishments is her wonderful blog christinamommas.com. Today she shares what inspired her to write her book- A Christian Mother’s Creed.
I have read her book. Of course I will never be a mom, but I found application in replacing the word teacher for mom and the word students for children. It is an excellent book to read.
- What inspired you to write your book A Christian Mother’s Creed?
Many events inspired me to write A Christian Mother’s Creed. It began with a strong desire to have a Bible-based booklet that would serve as a guide for me and other mothers on the journey of motherhood.
After the birth of my first little one, I felt incompetent. I honestly did not know how to be a mother because my mother died in my early childhood years. I started living with my grandfather at age three and I grew up calling many female relatives, ‘mother’. I did not fully experience what it felt like to have a mother. Even worse, the death of significant people in my life was subconsciously affecting my ability to bond with my little one.
I cried out to God for help. God showed me how my military experience has prepared me for motherhood. He showed me how my career and academic pursuits were part of his divine arrangement to help my motherhood journey.
A Christian Mother’s Creed primarily captures what I learned as a soldier in the U.S. Army, how my military experience shapes and will shape my mindset as a mother. My book calls other parents to join me on the journey to becoming the kind of parent I believe God wants us all to become.
Thank you for reading. God Bless.
I am certain as you read Temi’s answers last week and this week, you will come to admire her as much as I do. She has been through so much in her life trusting Jesus all of the way.
Temi first came to the USA as an international student. Today she shares about her experience as an international student. Last week in Part 1 she shared about discrimination.
Her blog is christianmommas.com where she shares about life as a mom and her faith. She has also authored a book- A Christian Mother’s Creed. It is a good book to read. I am reading it, but obviously I will never be a mom. However, as I read it I substitute the word teacher for mother and the word students for children and have found good application.
- What are some of the hardships you went through when you came to the U.S. as a foreign student? How did you deal with it?
Hardships are sometimes necessary for growth and change. I can say this because every hardship launches me into greater things. I went through most of the hardships international students face in the U.S. Having to pay out-of-pocket for school was a big challenge, So, I ended up spending five years instead of two years in community college. In public U.S. universities/colleges, foreign students pay more than U.S. citizens and permanent residents for the same program for various reasons. I was paying double the cost of college attendance.
After my relatives stopped paying my tuition (they could no longer afford it), I had to babysit and make people’s hair to pay for college. Finding a job on campus was difficult. International students cannot take up employment just anywhere they want. There were times my GPA was good enough to qualify for scholarships but my international student status disqualified me from applying. I had to stay in community college and occasionally made use of dual enrollment because I could not pay for a four-year college.
In the midst of this challenge, my grandfather died in a fire incident that destroyed our house back in Nigeria. There was no home to return to in Nigeria. I had to make things work here in the U.S. and God showed me the way out. Many well meaning people suggested marrying an American as the only way out. I believed that was not the only way out. God does not bless fraud.
One day, I remembered someone had told me the U.S. Army was recruiting international students who could speak foreign languages needed to combat terrorism. My country of birth, Nigeria is home to the deadliest terrorist organization in the world. I called the recruiter and began my enlistment process. I relearned my native language, made it through training despite a femur injury and earned my American citizenship in 2014 (one of the best days of my life). I continued serving till my injury made it impossible to remain a soldier. My plan was to become a medical officer but it did not happen due to my injury.
An injury put an end to my military career, but it launched me into God’s perfect plan for my life. Every obstacle, hardship or tragedy has launched me into God’s best for me. So, I do not pity myself when bad things happen to me. I may be emotionally hurt, but I do not get mad at God. I know God has the best plans for his children and we can rest in his love. Challenges or hardships provide opportunities for us to step back, ask God for divine direction, and launch into God’s best for us.
And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28
Yes, I love God. Not by my power or might, but by divine empowerment. I pray that our hearts will burn with love and passion to please God.
I am so thankful that my sweet daughter in Jesus-Temi- agreed to let me interview her for my Let Their Voices Be Heard series. Temi shared her story with us during a blogger chat and I was so impressed I told her that I wanted to adopt her. I won’t tell you her story. As she answers the questions-unedited- you will learn more about her.
Temi’s blog is christianmommas.com. It is a wonderfull blog where she shares about being a mom, her faith and more. Temi is also an author of the book A Christian Mothers Creed.
- Have you experienced discrimnation because you immigrated to the U.S.?
How did you deal with it?
I would like to thank papa Matt for the opportunity to share my story, journey, and experience with you all. If discrimination means being made to feel like an outsider, then yes I have and I still experience discrimination.
Sadly, my most recent experience with racial/immigration discrimination happened in my local church.
A guest minister called out people for prayer and I went just because my spouse asked me to. When the guest minister looked at me, he said “you are not from here”. I replied, “I live here”. He went on to ask where I lived before moving here, I said “Germany”. I had just moved back to the U.S. after living in Germany for four years. Military service took me to Germany.
The guest minister went on to ask where I lived before moving to Germany. I lived in Texas before moving to Germany but I did not tell him because it suddenly dawned on me that he wanted to know where I was born. So, I told him I was from Nigeria.
I thought there was going to be a correlation between my medical condition and his persistence about knowing where I was born. There was no correlation. I came for prayer only to be unnecessarily probed about where I immigrated from. Even worse, the minister did not address the medical condition I came to receive prayer for.
I was wearing an African print dress, so I was not ashamed to be associated with Africa. However, being told “you are not from here” was not necessary. Is it impossible to be African-German or simply be an American wearing an African print dress? In the world of that guest minister, maybe not.
Honestly, I was offended and wanted to quit attending my newly found church. However, I forgave the guest minister for my own sake. His action was rooted in ignorance and I realized the enemy was trying to hinder my prayers with the spirit of offense. I still attend my local church and I am glad I did not leave. God wanted my family to be established there, but the enemy did not want it to happen. The ability to analyze situations and human behavior from a spiritual perspective makes it easy to forgive.
Spiritually, discrimination is designed to sow seeds of bitterness, hate, unforgiveness, and rejection. When we allow these seeds to grow, we become victims of discrimination. When we see dont allow these seeds to grow, we defeat everything discrimination is truly designed to accomplish.
My prayer is that we will all be like Jesus, the one who is rich in love and mercy. He prayed for the forgiveness of those who mocked and crucified him (Luke 23:34). Some may say it was easy for Jesus to forgive because he was “Jesus”. In Acts 7:58-60, Stephen asked God to forgive those who were stoning him to death. The Holy Spirit in Stephen gave him the extraordinary ability to forgive. That same Spirit is ready to help us forgive, see through the eyes of love and compassion. We can forgive those who offend and hate us by asking God to help us.
Thank you for reading. God Bless
First of all I want to thank Pastor Kevin Pringle for doing this 5 part interview with me. I respect him as a man of God, a godly husband and father. I admire his willingness to share his story with me and my readers.
If you missed the first four parts, Part 1 Kevin shared about experiencing racism as a child, Part 2 Kevin shared about facing racism in the church, Part 3 Kevin shared about what the church can do about racism, and Part 4 Kevin shared about what individual Christians can do.
This one is deeply personal for him as you will see in the question. I have shared all 5 parts unedited.
Again, THANK YOU KEVIN!!!
As a husband whose wife is white and a father with children who are ‘mixed’ what concerns do you have for your wife and for you children?
I intentionally reserved this question for last! The reason being, is centered around the uniqueness of our family dynamic and the pride I take in who we are now and who we are becoming. At the inception of my wife and I’s marriage I sincerely believed our children could experience the best of two worlds. My wife and I were intentional about ensuring our kids understood they have a white heritage as well as one that is black. We wanted them to know and understand they were equally white as they were black and race identity, in their case, was at the very least trivial.
I must admit, I was naive in my thinking… Unfortunately, the world around my kids does not see them as part black/part white. They only see them as black! As a result, my children identify as black. I’m not overly concerned they see themselves this way but I am concerned that the world does. My wife and I have two sons and two daughters. My concern for my sons comes naturally because statistically, it is far more dangerous raising a black male in our country than any other race (hence the reason we began this discussion 5 weeks ago).
There are realities I’ve had to teach my sons about being black in America that I likely would have been able to bypass had they been identified as white. When my oldest son was in high school he had to deal with racial discrimination from teachers and administrators. I don’t want to go into detail about those incidents but it was clear he was “profiled” because he was one of a few black students in a predominately white school!
My 2 daughters, unfortunately, faced abrasive and derogatory slurs from peers that left them defenseless. My opinion may be biased but I consider my daughters as two of the most beautiful women I know. However, they have been told they were pretty for “Black Girls”! Why does pretty have color as a disclaimer? Beauty is beauty regardless of color!
In regards to the concerns I have for my wife, there are few! I say this because Beth is one of the strongest people I know. She is clear and unwavering in her choice to love me!!! My concern for her rests in her concern for our children. She was never to tolerate anyone profiling or stereotyping her kids! My wife has a tenacity that is unmatched and offers me tremendous strength in my weaknesses. In many areas she is less naive than myself. She understood far better than myself that our children would be identified as black. She also knew she would suffer judgement when with me or when she was with our kids without me.
There was a time when our kids were small, she was out with the four of them without me. She was approached by an individual and they ignorantly assumed she was a single mother that had been abandoned by their black dad! It goes without saying this did not go well… I would love to share her response but it would need to be censored, LOL! Needless to say the individual was unlikely to make that mistake again!
As we close our discussion I want to thank all of those who have engaged in our conversation and shared their replies…Blessings to you all and I hope you’ve been encouraged!
Serving, teaching, helping people from so many different countries and cultures the past twenty years have given me a multitude of blessings. One of the big ones is appreciating how important it is to not judge by appearance and not buy into stereotypes. Getting to know a person for the individual they are is so important.
So what do we see when we see someone walking down the sidewalk who is different than we are?
What do we see when a young black man walks down the sidewalk? Do we see the person or do we see a stereotype?
Perhaps a person might assume a young black man listens to rap and hip hop music only. Yesterday I watched some videos on Youtube. Two blessed me so much. They are videos by young black men reacting to Opera. Yes- OPERA. I want to share their videos with you because they can help break stereotypes. Please watch these videos and be blessed. Please watch them and let stereotypes wash away.
Thank you for reading. God Bless.
I am so appreciative of Pastor Kevin Pringle taking time each week to answer one of the questions for this series.
If you missed the previous posts, Part 1 Kevin shared about experiencing racism as a child. Part 2 Kevin shared about experiencing racism in the church. Part 3 Kevin shared about what the church can do in regards to racism.
Today’s question deals with what individual Christians can do. It is my conviction that we as individuals have a biblical mandate to speak up for those under the viciousness of racism. I get that from Proverbs 31:
Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves,
for the rights of all who are destitute.
Speak up and judge fairly;
defend the rights of the poor and needy
What can individual Christians do to be allies for the Black Community?
This is such a vital question and I want to make sure l offer a thoughtful response and one that offers sensitivity as well. I find it interesting that for decades churches have invested greatly in foreign missions. Don’t get me wrong, I love the heart behind this sentiment. However, there is a mission field that has existed around us our entire lives!
Generally, Blacks have lived in the poorest communities in the major cities of our country. There are more Black men incarcerated than are in college and that number has grown exponentially since the Nixon administration. It became even more exacerbated under the Reagan and Clinton administrations.
Blacks in general make less income working the same jobs as whites. Even in sports where Blacks represent the majority of those that play, such as football and basketball, they are the least represented in front office positions.
I mention this only because many Christian brothers and sisters may misunderstand this reality. The aforementioned is meant to serve as a launching point for understanding. With that said, I want our Christian brothers and sisters to understand that the starting point for success is different culturally. Those of us that are black know the starting line is in a different position than those of our white counterparts. That’s not being mentioned as an excuse but simply as a hope for those wanting to help to gain empathy.
Back to the heart of this week’s question, I believe it is important for us to see each other as brothers and sisters regardless of race. If we can begin to gain this perspective it changes the narrative significantly!
As the youngest of six children I always knew I could count on my siblings whenever I faced trouble. If I got picked on or bullied from someone outside my family undoubtedly one of my brothers would come to my defense and rescue me. As Christian we need to realize there is a huge, ripe mission field in our backyards that has been significantly under served. It is time that we as the Body of Christ come to the defense and rescue our fellow brothers and sisters that represent that community that is Black!
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