Buyer’s remorse is when a person regrets a purchase for various reasons. I observed that a few times when I sold office furniture in the 1980s. I am experiencing buyers remorse but not about anything I bought.
After several years of advocating for myself, being gaslighted at times medically, being told I did not have what it ended up that I actually do have, seeing various specialists, I got the official diagnosis last Friday. It felt anti-climatic at the time.
This week the reality of the treatment regiment is on my mind. I must confess I am one of those people who reads about meds and potential side effects. After reading about potential side effects, I almost wish I had not been diagnosed. Thankfully I can dialogue with others. One young woman who has what I have and is also a Christian shared this with me in a Facebook message.
“God will meet you where you are, but treatment is the start of a necessary journey that will help you, but know that it will take time.”
Such wisdom at a young age. No wonder I have always been impressed with her.
I will take my first dose Thursday evening. From what I understand, the next day can be a downtime day. So Friday I am planning to be a day to relax, listen to worship music, and binge watch some shows.
I would like to share one of my young friend’s YouTube videos about living with chronic illness.
Thank you for reading. God Bless.
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Praying for you, dear friend.
Thank you for praying 🙏
God is with you brother.
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Did you say, “Told you so!”? Is it a secret what the diagnosis is, dear Matt?
I have psoriatic arthritis. I resisted saying told you so 🙂
praying for the Lord to remove this and heal your body.
Thank you for praying 🙏
Praying for you and that you enjoy the rest and binge watching on Friday. Love the video thanks for sharing, sweet girl 🙂
She is a sweet girl.
Thank you for praying 🙂
Prayers being said for you.
Thank you for praying 🙏
I’m praying that all will go well with the treatment. That is indeed a very wise quote – God is always there for us, treatment is there to give us an extra helping hand too.
Thank you for praying 🙏
May the Lord continues to be with you and give you strength.
Thank you 😊
Prayed for you, bro. 🙏
Thank you little sister 🙂
You are welcome, bro. 🤗
Happy weekend. 😊
Praying for you, dear friend. May the Lord be with you
Thank you for praying 🙂
Prayers for you Matt!! Praying you find some relief with the treatment.🙏❤️